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Name: Judah
Country: United States
State: Kansas
Metro: Winfield
Birthday: 7/13/1987
Gender: Male
Interests: Jesus, my friends, soccer, the number 2. I love to have fun with my friends, watch plays, go to movies, just hang out, and really pretty much anything having to do with people.
Expertise: Soccer, listening, talking, counseling girls, making sno-cones, driving fast, coloring, feeding fish, and way too many things to put in this box... (ok so maybe I'm exaggerating)
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Yahoo:  tgwrs
MSN: comeswiminmypool@hotmail.com
AIM:  tgwrsfum
Member Since:
2/12/2005
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| ... it's still my greatest challenge
So this week seems very promising! I'm all caught up on homework, work and school are finally not so hectic, and I'm not making her cry like last monday. So everything might be ok, for once. I was really getting tired of all the stuff going on in my life, all the rushing, being way to busy, and nothing really has changed... but it seems so different, and better. (well there was that one change, but only some of you know what that was) All of that to say that I am not depressed, I'm happy, I'm living life, and I'm enjoying it!
There are still problems, big problems, but I don't feel overwhelmed anymore! It truly is a good day to be alive!
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| So there once was a boy, and his name was Judah... he ended up wasting his life away in Winfield, KS... the end
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| So confusing isn't the right word, but maybe complicated doesn't quite work either...
All I know is the thoughts I have, and this way I feel
Things keep blocking us, this wall seems so real
The joy that was there seems to fade away
But all I want is for this to stay
Life will be so hard, if this is what we choose
But when it comes to you, how can I lose
You wake me up from this nightmarish fright
And tell me everything will be alright
It's what I need, you and I
Without you, I would die
All these things seem to drift away
This is where I belong, I am going to stay
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| Anyone who wants to do something this week... let me know!
I'm tired of just sitting at home... and so yeah I'll close with this:
Just when things were falling apart,
here you came into my heart
I never thought we could live like this,
there's no escape from your kiss
He stands alone, singing to me
I can't, I wont, it cannot be
I tell you now, my love is true
How can this be, I love you too
We can't be broken, our hearts are one
We can survive this, they'll have their fun
There's no denying, we've made our choice
Nothing can stop this, we are one voice
I love you now, I'll love you forever!
Let's take this love, and make an endeavor
I'll face this night, with you by my side,
We'll take a stand, we won't run and hide.
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So yeah... that about sums it up, hehe
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So just when I start to get a rhythm down, things get all "not easy"
Things at Cowley were going ok, things at work were ok, but in the
friend department, I started falling off the band wagon. I kinda slowed
down, and didn't hang out quite as much, and started to wonder why hang
out with them at all. (which is never a good thing to be thinking about
ur friends) Then I go and make a new best friend, and now I find myself
only wanting to talk to them, and no one else. It's weird, and so
yeah...
Then there is this whole thing with this girl... the
relationship is different than any other I've ever had, and it is
awesome; but things could not be more complicated, and so I just wish
that everything would just be ok again, and not so weird.
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